"I LOVE YOU, PIG.... I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH.... maybe we're really meant for each other... naging tayo lang sa maling panahon.... perhaps one day,  when the right time comes, we'll be together again... "

yung pag-iisip ng idea na lang na yun ang nakakapagpagaan ng loob ko right now...

if i die, promise me you'll never forget me....

pig and i broke up....

i guess receiving a message saying that he gives up, can be called an official break up already... especially for our case... we hardly see each other... my fault...

i felt really really bad after leaving a bitter message for him... i told him how much i hate him and that he's the biggest disappointment i had... i really feel bad.... the last thing i want is for us to break up.. and the pinaka-last (last na talaga) thing i want is ending our relationship unhappy and in a not ok situation....

i really feel bad... i feel so stupid for doing that... i love him... i really do...

i can't blame him for breaking up with me. i'm the worst girlfriend a person can ever have.... i admit that... i actually salute him for being patient with me for a year... for trying to understand me....

everything's my fault....


I REALLY LOVE YOU AND I STILL LOVE YOU, just so you know....