how i wish the brazillian's prediction came true.... it would spare me from the pain i'm feeling right now.. i really feel that everything in my life is so wrong...

i'm taking the wrong course.... i have the wrong set of friends.... i'm in the wrong school....

the only right thing about my life is my relationship... good thing my boyfriend loves me....

i swear i dont deserve this kind of life. i deserve something better... gawd!

i really want to die.. earth, eat me now!